scared

[slushpuppy]

aight. im scared right now, but i want to do a dose. ive done nitrousQH 3 times with no big effects, just a little twitching. most of the time these dont scare me or anything, now that i tried the marijuana QH, i cant do another without feeling really scared. its mainly because of around 50% through marijuana QH the tone drops and it scares me bad. i want to do these, but right now its 2:17 in the morning and im still scared from the way the tone drops int the marijuana QH like halfway through. again, i want to do these but in daytime its too bright and my parents might interupt and they dont know about this yet and i kinda want to keep it this way. Help?

[blackplague]

Just keep listening and get used to it.. just remember the dose cannot actually hurt you... just some of the sounds may scare you.